2014.

Omg, its 2014 and I'm turning 23 in seven months. Holy*@&$%#@$()$*

Damn, everybody is growing too fast.

Lots of kids that I know of started putting on uniform, starting a new education journey, primary one. I remembered my primary school days very well simply because I was a troublemaker.. My mum had to go school on the second day.... hahaha.

In addition... I've finally stepped on Taiwan's soil! Damn, the Taiwan trip was totally awesome! Any young adult should visit there someday. There's good food and weather which basically sums up the reason to go Taiwan. Its been almost a decade since we have a family trip to somewhere that needs to be transported by plane and the last was gold coast. I was still fat then!! I got to spend quality time with my family members and I strongly feel that every family should go on a holiday on a yearly basis if our parents wallet allow. I only spend like 100sgd (hehe) because my sis and parents sponsored the trip fully which is also one of the reason why its fun hahaha.

On the boring side, school is starting in less than a week and its back to the mundane life. I'll be stuck between clementi and boon lay for most of the time, shagballs. Though my results are beyond my expectations, I hate this lifestyle. If not for the quality of the degree that I'll be getting, I could have been working right now..

I've been playing Dota 2 recently (like what the fuck right) because I have got nothing to do! After experiencing one semester in local university, I love the feeling of doing nothing, and I meant simply nothing. Staring at the scenery of my window, chilling and let time pass as the clock ticks.

I have been meeting Farhan quite often recently. I've to admit that even after knowing this guy for a long time, we seemed to have endless things to talk about and every time we meet, he will do something stupid that literally make you ROFLMAO. Very rare and good friend indeed :)

Alright so much of my holidays, time to switch my body clock back!

I hope every one will have a pleasant year ahead..!

Feelings.

Picked this up from NUS Confessions Facebook page and find it rather interested and maybe related to me? Umm..

"We graduated. I thought I would be able to start a new chapter in my life- get over my college liking for you and our relationship. It was also a good opportunity since we wouldn't have been in the same country for the mths. And I guess I moved on with my life. I jumped deeply into whatever I was doing, spent fun times with my friends, dated other guys and got over the breakup.

But I met you after months and hung out in a group. And there I was... back at the beginning. Still liking you. Still wondering what it would be like to hang out with you after work. Still thinking how I could contribute and make up for all the reasons we broke up. And still designing stories on how maybe, just maybe we still stood a chance. I know I was selfish and overly independent and uptight. I don't know why my mind is playing tricks on me.

When I saw you in your casual clothes, all I thought of was how we used to cuddle. I guess I didn't tell you then, but I really liked cuddling with you. Your heavy hands and chest- they made me feel comfortable and safe.

I have no other way of telling you this. Whatever you may think, I don't care about any other guy in my life. If you read this, I know you'll know it's me. And if you feel the same way, please please tell me something, at least indirectly. I promise I'll respond openly."

Damn.

School is here.

2 years passed in a blink of an eye, and right now I'm gonna start worrying about studies yet again! Have to adapt to this new phase of life, gonna meet challenging and extremely smart people almost everywhere.

Tomorrow will be a cool pre-school preparation, gonna have my Qualifying English Test (QET) in the morning and math refresher lessons subsequently in the afternoon. Its 8am - 5pm omfg. Nonetheless, its nothing compared to my working hours in the force.

Gonna miss dealing with aircraft operations, the people in my squadron and lastly the pride... Sounds like some ego shit but it will be in you when you're posted to a fighter squadron hmmm..

Cheers to those ORD personnel,  joining the civilian life real soon :)

Time Flies

I was walking home 2hours ago and a pinch of DKNY apple perfume was caught by the side my nose, you came to my mind right away. Not really an emotional post, just wanna emphasis on how time has past so quickly that I couldn't believe myself when I started counting.

When was the last time I woke up so early in the morning just to catch a train to Admiralty MRT station queuing up for peach green tea with colour coconut jelly and take a 20mins stroll to your house probably perspiring already. With you by my side within 20 centimeters on public transport, every breath I take contains a decent amount of DKNY apple perfume is just unforgettable I guess. When I ask myself when was the last time, I am totally taken aback by the fact that it's already close to 2 god damn years.

Hmmmm..

I was just having a random conversation with Farhan over Whatsapp and yeah, we can foresee that once everyone ORD, we're gonna have even lesser meet ups. That is like so not good......

Seriously, ORD? Not so much to look forward to :/

.2.0.1.2.

Alright just 2 days left in this year and I hope the new year turns out good for everybody.

Not a very good year for romance in 2012 for those around me and off course, for me too. On the brighter side, I am able to survive by myself for 5weeks without the help of my mum, Thailand! Had a rather rare experience in a C130 for 4hours, being cramped up barely enough space to move my legs. I guess this is the peak moment in year 2012.

Tomorrow will be the last day of work this year, and an extremely important and crucial day for me. For those in my squadron will know what I mean. I have to be extremely careful in my words as well as giving politically correct and smart answers, omg lil stressed.

The upcoming family day in my squadron will totally be in my hands. It was preferred to be in-base and yet I'm so limited with choices.. I gotta please a lieutenant colonel directly -___-

There's exercise top ace as well. I might have a chance to prove my ability and probably get Outstanding Serviceman of the Month.. and if i get outstanding serviceman of the year..... I might just get a ride in the backseat of this!!




My dream is to get on for a joyride

2013 won't be an easy year for guys of my age who went polytechnic. We'll have to adjust to the studying life in no time right after we ORD. I might just spend my weekends studying at home? I really can't imagine myself doing it, cause I just can't sit still on a Saturday!! Damn.

But I have to take on all these challenges positively. Whether or not I wanna come home after work seeing a blissful family or I wanna come home after work everyday unhappy depends on the next 5-6years.

I hope to move on... confidently tell myself I'm out of this hole.

So guys enjoy your last few moments of this year!

:)

Coming to an end..

Less than half a month to end year 2012. Hmmm... well, the same old mixed feelings. 2013 is not gonna be an easy for many of us who are gonna ORD. Some are gonna further their studies, some going overseas and some carrying on with their career. Hope I still keep close contact with all these cool friends.

Got myself lots of new things recently, I feel guilty. Spending too much!! Splurge about 250sgd on the iPhone 5.. almost 430sgd on the red wing shoe.. and I think I'm getting this in 2 days time...

V-moda true bloodmaker but black in colour

after 17% discount its around 160sgd but to me the bass is really booming man...

Need to stop spending!

Damn, looks like I won't be going Thailand next year, I thought I can save up another huge sum of money to finance my university days :(

So many people around me are falling love, getting in serious relationships. Suddenly, almost all my batch boys have a girlfriend. I'm still standing alone.... :/

Still.

Its been a long time since i blogged, getting lazier each day after I end work. I told myself I will start revising and look back those textbooks and maths stuff when I'm back from Thailand but looks like nothing is done...

The much discussed show that is really nice:

Lan Kwai Fong 2

 

Part 2 can be found from the related videos.

Not asking you to enjoy the sex part, but off course for guys, enjoy the hot and sexy babes yeah. I enjoy watching the love part most, Rain and Summer.

Bring back lots of memories.

Lots of new updates on music recently, Pitbull and Taylor Swift were the biggest catch. Surprisingly, Taylor Swift album was amazingly special and slightly clubbish. 

Huge change in management in my Squadron recently.. Those enciks who just came back from US simply suck and fail to spare a thought for NSF like us zzz. I wonder if my leaves and OIL can be approved for school next year, damn shit.

Currently, I'm addicted to this song!!! Too good I swear.

Alright all, have a good night sleep.